June 28,2004 - 9:14 a.m.
It is two days until my birthday. On Saturday i went to Wendy's bridal shower, it was fun because I really felt like a part of brian's family. I walked in and his cousins and and his aunt and uncle hugged me, i was really happy to be there. I had crazy fun, and had my first sip of a pina colada. The food was really good and her gifts were hella cute. I cant wait until I get married. Then at 6 was supposed to be my birthday dinner at benihana since my dad was leaving this morning for Mexico. I called brian at about 5:30 because he was making up his mind whether or not to go. I called and he said that he wanted to go, i was so happy. nicole and I went and picked him up, it was a little strange in the car because we didnt really talk. But when we got there things got better and we all had a great time. Later that night nicole said that she wanted to give us some alone time so i dropped her off and brian and I drove up to some school parkin lot and we talked for about an hour about everything in our relationship... by the end of the talk i felt so much better about everything we were doing. Then we had mad sex in the backseat... it was so fucking good!!! AHHH! haha... Now everything is great, i have never felt so happy with him before, and not just because of the sex. But because we are open with each other now and we can be together and be fine.... I love this...
Lindsey
