11-19-04 - 10:36 p.m.
yeah today has been way too long everything has been way too cold and i feel kinda tired. I think i need to go to sleep. I will soon. Well the whole day has been meaningless and i am grounded so it sucks because i cant be out with my friends. But atleast i got to go see the play with leonard and the rest of um. I come home from school and went to the gym and then after a long ass time i went home and i ate some carrots and then i went to the play and then i came home and ate dinner... I dont know i have been really self conscious of my weight lately i cant stand my body i dont know. So yeah. My nose is bleeding and i taste something funny and i think that i am weak from the day and i need to sleep so i can get up and go to the gym and then go dress shopping. I am tired... aand i really like Matt...
Lindsey
