2004-06-20 - 9:58 p.m.
Lindsey is lonely. ten days until my birthday. I dont want him to go back to school because i havent had my time with him yet. I feel like i am going to cry, because i already miss him. He is everything to me and all i want to do is be with him and now i know that he has to go back and learn and i know how stressed he gets and that he will not have time to go to the movies or lay around and laugh or play video games. I guess i just miss him already because all i really want to do is see him and i dont want to spend time with other people because i know that i could always be with him. He would think i was crazy if he read this but all i really want is him. Do i sound desperate? All i want is to hold him and just be around him and know that he has all the time in the world for everything and now i know he is back on a schedule. Maybe it is just that i hate schedules.
