11-22-04 - 6:03 p.m.
I am so much happier today. Before school i had a banana and at snack i had a couple of baby carrots and for lunch i had a couple of baby carrots and a bottle of water. Yeah i think i lost it.. Everyone told me i looked sick and wanted to know what was wrong with me.. i dont know there was just nothing i could do. I went to my classes so damn tired im sick of our social circle people make me sick it doesnt seem to make sense anymore everything just seems to get harder everyday. Maybe it just is that i dont want to try anymore to be in the middle of everything. My throat really hurts i dont know i have been coughing since yesterday. I went to the gym after school and ran like crazy and lifted weights got home had a 1/2 a bagel, bowl of cereal and a banana... damn... i really need to stop doing this.. out of control. Maybe i just am really tired.. yeah that's it.
Lindsey
