September 10,2004 - 2:06 a.m.
I know what i want. Do you know what you want? You know you want me, I know i want you. We need to start over, not now but sometime. I want a first date again where i am holding your hand and butterflies in my stomach and afraid to give you a hug goodbye. Right now, i know if we went out on a date... i would be scared... i would be nervous weak kneed and filled with butterflies... You want me. I know this and we need self control.. i have it as long as you have it we can have it together start over. I was afraid to say that i loved you.. and i do love you... that it is more than passion... It is 2 am.. i have to get up in 4 hours... I know you do to... goodnight sweetie...
Lindsey
