2004-10-09 - 9:31 p.m.
Your body’s warm
But you are not
You give a little
Not a lot
You coup your love
Until we kiss
You’re all I want
But not like this
I’m watching you disappear
But you, you were never here
It’s only your shadow
Never yourself
It’s only your shadow
Nobody else
It’s only your shadow
Filling the room
Arriving too late
And leaving too soon
And leaving too soon
Your body gives
But then holds back
The sun is bright
The sky is black
Can only be another sign
I cannot keep what isn’t mine
You left and it lingers on
But you, you were almost gone
It’s only your shadow
Never yourself
It’s only your shadow
Nobody else
It’s only your shadow
Filling the room
Arriving too late
And leaving too soon
And leaving too soon
I cannot tell if you mean what you say
You say it so loud, but you sound far away
Maybe I had just a glimpse of your soul
Or was that your shadow I saw on the wall
I’m watching you disappear
But you, you were never here
It’s only your shadow
Never yourself
It’s only your shadow
Nobody else
It’s only your shadow
Filling the room
Arriving too late
No, no, no
It’s only your shadow
It’s only your shadow
Nobody else
It’s only your shadow
Arriving too late
And leaving too soon
It’s only your shadow
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Yeah, so im not broken, i knew it was coming. Last night i held him so fucking close because i knew that it would be over soon. I wonder if he is dating i wonder if im dating i wonder if he thinks about me late at night when he walks in his room and realizes there are memories splattered on his floor. I want to be there i want to be the one i want to be the one but i guess im not. I straightened my hair and put on my face and walked out into the world so lonely this morning i saw a blond blue eyed boy looking at me and i walked quickly away. It doesnt feel right being without you... you feel right. Jeeze oh well.. yeah that is the phrase to describe when things might be getting better and then i have to put my foot in the door to get a decent answer. He is waiting for something better he is waiting for something different let me change that he is waiting for something new and something beautiful.. i would give him everything because i have so much and want so little maybe that is my fault a low deserve level i set myself up for failure..
Lindsey
