August 19,2004 - 12:13 a.m.
I miss brian.. hmmmmm... i have a lot of pent up sexual frustration.. but that is besides the point. He tells me things that turn me on and he isnt here and i just dont wanna yeah.... i will let it stay pent up until he gets home = great sex.
Today was schedule pick up.. it was awesome to see franco and evan.. i hella missed my boyz!!!I got a biiiig hug from evan , i wanted to give franco a hug but i dont know i feel weird doing that with tania there i dont know. I missed them too too much, now that i have had them around i miss them even more. I dont know, i talked to franco about some things today... it made me feel better. Franco, you are my best friend!!! I can talk to you for a long ass time and not even know the time is passing. You are a total sweetheart and i love it that you are happy, you are doing great and im proud of the decisions you have made..
I dont know i really just feel kinda lonely lately. I just find myself online talking to my friends.. i cant wait until school starts again i miss everyone so much. Now i am bored.. haha, oh well nothing much else to do at this hour of the night.. i am listening to music and writing.. downloading music.. yay. Oh well, i have lost alot of weight lately. i am happy.. i know i will lose more once i get into school because there is alot more going on plus the stress keeps me from eating alot! haha, im an asshole i know. Oh well, it is what i do best.
Oh oh oh oh! i saw joanna today at school she ran over and gave me a HUGE hug!! It felt so good to see her, missed her alot she was great to me last year.. especially on TWIN DAY!!! haha, it is funny an asian and a hispanic being twins.. it is ok it was as close as we could get <3 joanna!! I am sure we will work on the homecoming float together again.. we will be on it this year!! haha yay. We were the ones shaking it at the homecoming game.. haha our theme song was "Get Low"... hahahaha we had a goooood time.
Hmmmmm, the memories.. we had a great time together. She was hanging out with a new guy today.. i wonder if that is her 23 y/o bf from Deanza.. most likely Joanna is soooo pretty... (grrrr) haha jk
Lindsey
