2004-08-24 - 1:11 a.m.
Just finished my last book for english. I hung out with brian today... it was fun.. we talked alot. But i still had the urge to try and hug him and hold his hand.. Well i am learning. I know we miss eachother.. but i think i need to get my time to myself so that i can pull myself together before we start hanging out again. Because whenever i see him i break down, because when he smiles i know i make him happy and it just kills me that we cant be together.. When i got home i was hysterical. I was sad to find out Reno and Danny were not going to stop by before they headed back to Puerto Vallarta, i know that they could have given me a good laugh. Oh well. I didnt cry very much after the first hour i got home.. Then i just put myself straight into my work. I am sleeping downstairs with my mom tonight... i dont want to be alone. But still i am wondering where my happy ending went... but you know love.. we will be back to gether soon enough
Lindsey
