October 16,2004 - 1:23 a.m.
Yeah, today was weird. I went to a funeral, for my uncle art.... it was really sad my grandma started crying... it was horrible because i wanted to say something to console her.. but my spanish is horrible but i said what i could and mostly i held her tight while she cried and i felt her tears roll down my neck. It broke my heart into pieces and i cried and i felt like i might never be the same again. We went and watched the coffin get lowered and i threw a white rose onto it... my dad was a pole barrer... he tried not to cry but it didnt work. We went to the receptions and ate bolivian food and everyone got together and we laughed. I went back home with my cousins Michelle and Joey... Kyle came too. Kyle and I got to see her new dog Snake.. .he is cute.. Joey taught Kyle how to ride his mini bike. Then i went home and took a shower, got dressed and did my make up.. i dont know why i didnt think i was going out. I got a call from Cyndy and she picked me up and we went to the football game. We met up with a huge group of seniors and all of us sat together. It was weird i didnt feel right... right when we were going to leave Saumaya and Alicia showed up. We all sat together and then Mike, Lindsay and Loree showed up. We cheered for Brandon and I held up the sign, he said i was the only one he heard because im so damn loud. I saw Tyler and gave him a big hug... it was nice. When we left there was this hot guy and sean picked him up and i told him i wanted to slap his ass he told me i should have i told him i wanted to so i did... i saw him later and he told me i was horrible and i knew he liked it. Like 2 other guys came to say hi to me i dont kno who they are but they were hot too... I talked to david through texted messages on and off all night.. he is coming to homecoming.. yay. And then Cyndy, I, and sean went to In and Out and got milkshakes. We ran into hella people there... they say im a pimp... haha i love it. now i am home and i talked to brandon and richard and sean and david and i think i might go to bed in an hour or so.
