2004-03-20 - 1:04 p.m.
this is worthless just like me. Let me get my emotions out before i drown in my own self pitty and wallow in myv own self hate HATE HATE HATE is HATE !!!!! MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEM. I am sorry i am so damn horrible that i didnt talk and that i am so unhappy and i really cant take it. I am really reall confused I am a horrible person and i hate myself for the fact that i am always doing everything wrong and that i am so stupid and so fat and so ugly I HATE MYSELF and that fucking bagel i had for breakfast. i never do anything right i am so I hate myself i hate myself i cant handle this i hate this i am so tired grrrrrr annoying. ?My eyes are all red and bloodshot. SHOOOTTTT ME!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH, I am a horrible girlfriend i am so stupid i hate this i cant cant cant i am so fucked up i need to vent right now so that i dont get sick and vomit all over.
Lindsey
