2004-10-01 - 12:09 a.m.
Maybe i am confused. he sent me text messages every once and a while tonight he told me he would rather be here right now instead of there i asked why he said because of me does he really care or is he playing me? if he was like me he is probably playin me.. he wanted to know what time i get out of school he says he is coming back this weekend he wants to go out saturday. he asked me if i would actually see him this weekend and i told him i would. im nervous... he is the only guy besides the first that intimidates me. I told him he is a welcome distraction if he wants to come home... i dont know what is going on. He is fine and all.. but there is something missing. Perhaps i need to sleep on it.
Lindsey
