2005-01-27 - 7:35 p.m.
Im pretty sure i have been here before im totally disgusted with this. Yes... you heard me i feel like a ______ and i know i was a ________ and i cant take it i feel hooooorrrribleee. I am physically ill... i cant do this. Let me go puke and i swear this will be better i want to turn off my phone and hide in my bed listening to sad songs and maybe draw twisted pictures on myself and write poetry and then sleep. Sleep until i cant sleep any longer and then just hide and hide.. I will not come out i dont wanna be out just leave me alone i dont want to tell you what is wrong i really want to hide. Just let this happen. Just let it go and let her die and fucking break her she doesnt care. Carve my heart out i dont need it im done.
Lindsey
